It's funny since I have been diagnost I feel as if I have to fight hard for love. Last night was beautiful, spent it with the one I love to make her feel better. I feel as if I still have to fight though as if I have to keep pushing harder and harder. It can get very stressful at times but I know that it will be worth it in the end. I just hope that things will work out, I am a strong believer in "things happen for a reason".
I have started working out, alot! 2 hours a day, feel as if I have sometype of purpose when I blow steam off or just have fun while working out. Things seem to be looking up, the meds I am on help me focus like have never been able to, things actually get done. I don't give up anymore half way through a project.
Work is great, I hope to be the store manager in 5 years time, if I don't go on a LDS mission. I love my work, it's hard but fulfilling. I hope to get faster and more accurate. My life feels full of purpose once again. I hope that it doesn't stop feeling this way, I have purpose and feel so alive.
You sound so, vibrant and full of vitality! It's good to see! What is LDS though? You can contact me on my blog.
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