Life is funny

Today I woke up and things were beyond bad, I was told to lie by my mother to protect her, I want to but it doesn't feel right. I'm dealing with my own crap and just want to heal but it's hard when things like this happen. I had a panic attack last night and no one new, I feel alone today. I love my family but they can make it hard at times. All I want to do is make them happy but at this time in my life, I hate to say it, I need to be extremely selfish and do what is best for me, and that is doing the right things for the right reasons. How is it that life seems to through curve ball after curve ball at times. I have to do the right thing! I will when the time comes.

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